Long time no update

So obviously I never update, but I for some reason just feel like it tonight. You would think since I havent updated since April I would have something to say but actually I fear this is going to be a fairly pointless post. I cleaned my room today, slept till 1 (I'm unemployed, I have no other options but to sleep as much of my day away as possible), didn't really do much else till jesse and I went to the american idol concert thing (thanks to my dad for the free tickets), then I went to get my new Harry Potter book. I am very excited! I almost don't want to start it though because I know when I do I'll be that much closer to being done with it and then I will have to wait so long for a new one. Oh well...I am sure in another few minutes I will give in and begin devouring it, I feel like an 8 year old.

Everything has been going well overall here lately. I am really pleased with certain things and relationships in my life. I don't know what I would do without certain people...I really am blessed, I guess I need to remember that some days. I have been trying really hard lately too, to be accepting of myself and I think its getting easier. I feel deserving sometimes and thats an improvement. I dread the fall though, I just really wish something was changing for me. It seems as though everybody else has something big. I really wish I was moving out or switching schools or something. Of course with the way things are going in my Anatomy class lately I am thinking I might be dumb and don't need to try and be involved in any form of higher education anymore. I'm just a little frustrated.
I don't even know who all is reading livejournal these days. I know I always read even when I'm not updating but it seems pretty dead on this thing recently. I hope everybody is happy and enjoying their July's!! I'm gonna read a little now...I have a feeling I've caught the livejournal bug again so I'm sure you'll be hearing more from me :) Later!